I’ve never really taken the time to sit down and really process my thoughts into text, but here it goes. I’m happy, I’m truly happy and I can finally say that for the first time in a long time. I secluded myself from life for the longest time, suffocated by someone who really never appreciated me. It hurts how you can give all your time and devotion to one individual, and in the end it gets thrown in your face. The sad thing is, I knew all along that I deserved better, I just stuck with what I knew afraid to be alone. My friends say that I always need someone in my life, me being the independent person I thought I was..I denied it. Truth is, he fucked me up. He fucked up my happiness, he drained me emotionally and physically leaving me only to depend on someone else to make it better for me. I can tell myself I don’t mind being single, but somewhere in between I loved always having someone there. Those late nights when you cant sleep, and you text them. When your sad, and they just took you into their arms. Just having that one person there that you depended on for so long. But everyday that passes by, I realize that I do not need any of that to be content. I’m finally over all of it, I’m experiencing life as it should be. Surrounded by those who love, and appreciate me. Seeing what I went through, made me realize that there is something out there so much better for me, and that makes me happy. Love is patient, and for now I’m just concentrating on having the time of my life.